Only me?

Apparently, you know what I'm thinking but we just keep quiet.
We're waiting who'll be the loser to speak it out.
100% sure I will not be the loser.
I so struggle actually.
Always have to control my feelings well, and you too.
What should I do next? pretending? standstill?
huh~

Should I wait?
or should I move one more step towards?
Many things I still blank about.
I don't want to ask, to question or even to envy.
We are separated entity now=)
The "someone like you" is the one that built up that we never had.
We know what we need is time.
We're just waiting for the time to fly.
I wish what I want is what you want for it.
=)