Good bye CNY 2012

This year onwards will be a new year for our family.
We could totally free from any worries living in that tense environment.
And having our warm and harmony life together.=)

we had our sumptuous dinner with my maternal grandma and relatives.

Although my aging grandma looks frail, her memory still as strong as those young people.

I'll give her a "like"...haha...

I couldn't imagine this year we could have our very first CNY together and traveled to Malacca.
Even though this trip was rush and tedious, Malacca certainly a nice place I'll go again and again.

No matter how boring..how angry during that trip, I still remembered to take photos for remembrance.

the four crazy expressions I took at Malacca.=)

 Sometimes, we 3 might argue to each other and dislike each other behaviour.

The important thing is we should learn to tolerant.

(The essence of becoming siblings)

love is shown by inner heart.=)

Our new year was monotonous as last year.(but it was the happiest year for my 19years I think, I believed this is the real CNY we had started from this year...*happy*)

As usual, for our 4 ladies, we went to Genting again.=)

But this time we couldn't same like last year, went into Casino to try our luck.=(

I was blocked by the guard when I tried to step into the Casino.

huh~ So awkward situation I faced on that time.><

But, I never never forgot to have this.

 

And I want to thank my lovely sister, aileng.

She knew I very fond of being captured, so she took every angle of me with her half-heartedly willingness.

Anyway, thanks to aileng.

If not you, I think no one would willing to do this to me already.=(

Yesterday, 5/2/2012, I went to TheanHou Temple for praying and visiting the TangLung Event at night.

As usual, my mum and I would go to pray and donate to the temple.

And I would go to choose the sticks to seek solution in my future.

It told me I should grab the every chance and not to lose it.

What the chance you meant actually?

Chances on studies? on working? or on my relationship?

I hope it really works.

I hope it really could foresee my future and I could have my life without hitch, even a little bit luck in my life as well.=)

Doubtfully, it told me I'd have a good matrimony.

Oh my god, I'm single okay.

I really eager to know how's my next relationship.

Who is my mr.right?

I hope my mr.right is not far from me.

Sometimes, I 'll ask myself.

What I want?

Is he the one I'm finding?

Do I expect too high?

Or he is not the one I want to find?

Hesitating..considering and confusing of this guy.

Sometimes, I want the useful solutions. Not the few words of consolation.

I really hate it.

I really angry it.

Who am I actually?

Not a little girl anymore.

I was so expecting you'd come and find me when I need help.

But you made me disappointed.

I knew independence is a must for me.

Do not rely on others.

I knew it but my devil-minded always tends to destroy my independence.

In my innerrrrr heart, I always hope someone will come to me everytime I'm alone or I face difficulties.

Stop!!!Amberlyn!!

Don't go through the swamp already.

Independence prevails over dependence, okay??

Wake up wake up!!=)

I have started my engine.

Sem-3 go-go-go!!

Welcome my challenging Sem-3..

God always will prepare another window when the window right in front of me has closed.

* cheer up *

We made our day

After visiting my mother's mother,in another word is maternal grandma,we took a picture to remember our moment we'd.
Seeing my grandma still in good condition,my mother and all of us felt comfort and happy.
Our next station was having our gorgeous meal at Chong Fatt Restaurant.

my mother's ordered meal...

my brother's one...

the meal we ordered together...

this was the most pricey meal my 2nd sister ordered...

this was my brother's ordered mael again...

Actually we dined there just because today was People Day(人日).

We wanted to get the best luck throughout this whole year.

Having this gorgeous meal on this auspicious day is believed will bring luck to us.

So, I hope it's true it will bring the abundance of good luck to our family.

This "捞生" is the main and only reason we went to there to spend our lunch and spent our 200.

It was nice to see,nice to eat and nice to enjoy!!

(Once rotten,it's considered to sold)

(haha....)

After that, we four(mother,ivy,leng angI) went to Jusco to buy our pants!!

Again, we're so superstitious.=)

We believe that buying pants on this day(初七_the 7th day of Chinese New Year) will bring us the prosperity and wealth too!!

The end 0f 2010

Today I felt it a lot.
"HAPPINESS"I can say about it.
A new year gives people new hope,new dream and new spirit.
I went to Fahrenheit today.
Unexpectedly,Kyle bumped into his friends there.
Kyle said,they were looking for any vacancy over there.
I just can say,"wish them good luck!"
A part of my friends has found their new college or university.They have decided how their life will be looked like.
But,some of them still in a daze.Dreaming and Lost in directions.
And I,don't know whether my decision would lead me to a better way or not.
I SCARE!
I AFRAID!

I WANT TO CRY!
(because of PLKN)
2011,gives me breathe...
           gives me chance to chase my dream...
             gives me have a new look into my life...

Amberlyn,GAMBATEH!!
after 4 years,you will be the Different.