Feelings right now

Lot and lot of things make my life getting annoying right now.

Studying? Yes, it is.

Working? Yes,it absolutely is.

Everything? Yes, it totally is.

I have a new friend here, she has a devil-shaped body.

I'm referring to her legs!!!

Totally slim and beautiful!!!

Look at my flabby thighs.

What can I say some more?

I just can keep my jealousy on her slim legs and sigh silently in my heart~

Desperately, I'm trying to keep fit.

I control my every meal even if I felt a bit hungry at night, I only could force myself to fall asleep.

Oh god~when can I be a slim girl just like her??

Wearing skinny jeans...

I really feel depress every time wearing a long, tight, thick jeans to school.

So annoying u know???

I want to diet but time doesn't allow me to do so.

Always study study study.

Final exams are approaching to me, please get away from me=(

So many things need to follow up.

And so many chapters need to catch up by myself because what the lecturers had taught, I still have to soliloquize in my room.

It's my peculiarity=)

Studying from morning till evening, revising at night.

How come I get my extra time ya?

Apart from that, a thing that I wished do not happen on me.

Unfortunately, it finally had come to me.

To my expectation, I knew if my result being revealed, I'm going to encounter disasters in my life.

Goshhhh...

It's so annoying and troublesome!!!

Once again, I really felt annoying recently.

Having skin problem, obesity problem, financial problem and study problems.

All of these always influence my mood.

Besides, I'm going to have my car-driving test!! 
Seeing my friends one by one pass and pass.
I asked my myself, will I??
I don't want to waste my 150 to retake the test lah=(
It's a burden for me actually.
Truly hope all those parking skill, 3-point turn, on-the-road and the climbing session...hehe...don't know what to call that sessionXD 

And, I wish to chase my dream.

A dream to be an artist.

It's true.

I love art.

I love paintings.

I love oil paintings!!

But, look at the fees___________200 a month!!

How could I afford it?

OMG~~

a far dream to me...

Sigh~~

A good way to release my tension for a short while.

My relative told me, actually I have a very good prerequisite to study at others U.

He was so desperately encouraging me to another U to study.

But, it's a far far dream again for me I think.

I have been studying at TARC for 3 months.

I can say I feel good.

Even though I might take more time to complete my studies if compare to others.

But, I have chosen to preserve my time with my family.

Feeling wasted but nothing can do.

I only hope I could maintain my performance till the end.

It's the feedback for my sacrifice not choosing a U.=)

 Do remember I used to have such a smile.

amberlyn how.

In these Three Days

Lots of things had happened in these three days.

On Friday, I resigned from my job.
Said bye bye to those adorable and mischievous  kids, my heart felt relief because I had escaped from working in the HELL!!!
The hell surely is referring  to the teacher-Ms.Phua.
Felt sympathy to those kids who are forced to stay at the devil's house.

Anyway, I hope they'll be good and have their happy lessons everyday over there.

 My little friend cum my little mischievous student.

She's Gan Ker Li who I'd promised to her to celebrate her birthday in November this year.

Hope I still remember her and same goes to her when November comes.

 These are the little presents I gave to my lovely students.

 The four of my students.

Chasvind was so scare to take picture because he scared to be scolded by the devil.

The girl who I love the most.

She's talkative and active.

But I realised she's getting ruder than before.

Perhaps she'd been influenced by her siblings.

Truly hope she could keep her naivety as she grows up.

Frankly,this is the girl I don't like much.

Because of her jealousy towards the relationship between Kelly and I.

I can understand her feelings but I can't agree the way she did.=)

The pictures with those kids I'd edited in excessive way.

Because I didn't use any concealers to disguise my eye bags and dark circles.

So sad to say, I didn't take a nice picture with them=(

It was time to say good-bye to them and awaiting I had a chance to meet them all again=)

On Saturday night, my 6K's ex-classmates were having our simple gathering!!

Actually my mood on that day was spoilt by my sister.

So when I reached there, my mood still couldn't be controlled yet.

I admit I'm a girl with all my feelings write on my face.

Luckily, Tammy's attendance had changed my heart from moody to friendly.

haha...

 My ex-teacher, I felt strange to her actually.

I'm so useless!!

 My ex-classmates!!

 I'm so happy to have them on that night.

 With my pretty buddy^^

 So glad our relationship still tight as five years ago!!

LOve u Eqi!!

With another pretty girl,Joey.

A girl I used to jealous when I was young.

haha..

A pretty I was so happy with..

Jinyin, a very outgoing girl that I'll never be..

Because I'm damn useless!!

arrghhhh...

On Sunday, I had to visit my grandpa who had been flied to heaven.

When I woke up that morning, I damn  shocked to look at my eyes with the eye bags and dark circles under my small mono lid eyes!!!!

I couldn't accept lah... 

haiz... 

A heartfelt thanks to my both rich uncles.

You know my condition recently and I appreciate what you've done to me.

Thanks a lot...

Without the help, I think the way to my future could be tough and there are winding roads to be walked by me alone.

thank you!!