The day of Continuing to be a bookworm

Less than 1 week, I have to back to college life.
Starting this Sem-4, a lot of uncertainties.
huh~~

25/04/2012, the first day the doggie goes for 5-day work.
Left me with my pc and books that I'd abandoned them for a long time ago.
The first book I begged my doggie buy for me.
And he did =)

The right hand side is for mine.

Still have a few books I left them in the cupboard and they're nearly covered with  layer of dust 

already.

I have to stop idling already....

huh~~

Thanks for doggie for accompanying during this sem-break.

Always find me 2,3 times a week.

I really have to keep fit from NOW!!

No excuse already this time because I'd bought 2 pieces of skinny jeans!!

See...stop eating high fat meals!!

See...the up one is my meal..

Down one is his meal...

He always likes to capture the food I eat in order to urge me to go diet=((

I really have to set my determination already=((

My close friend, she's in relationship already!!

I really happy for her.

Although I not so know about the guy's characteristics, he is the first guy she really fall in love with.

I hope she's happy with him all the time.=)

And recently, I'd created a special blog between my doggie and I...wahahaha...

Here is the link: www.19911993.blogspot.com

The main reason for creating this blog actually is just to record everything happens in our daily life.

But I found that it's tedious to do that.

I start to regret already..haha...

Anyway, the most interesting part is I could manage to create a personal album just he and I in Picasa Album.

Just a click on the right hand side column then it will direct link to the page.

I admit myself is a technology-idiot.

That's why I feel proud even just a simple link I could learn and apply in my blog^^

Thanks for everything You do for me=)

Relief? No, I'm not.

My challenging Sem-3'd passed.
Anyhow, I should feel relieved and happy.
But I felt tension instead.
The three subjects I'd studied in the Sem-3, to be frank to myself, I could be able to foresee my results actually.
The Principle of Investment, I felt sorry with this subject.
Because I knew I was not doing well during the exam.
Oh gosh, this time I really have to face to the music.
Ready to accept I'd get a B even a C for it already.
I feel sorry to my mum as well.
She always expects me could do well in every exam and hit the desired CGPA.
But this time I have to surrender to this subject.
The Principle of Investment is not an easy subject as I thought.
I really have to explore more knowledge on it.
I just can say that on 3rd of May, the date of releasing results is the doomsday for me to confront my declining performance. =((
be optimistic, Amberlyn!!

huh~
Apart from this, I'd become senior in Sem-4 already!!
Time really flies in the twinkling of an eye.
I had officially studied in TARc about 1year time.
Happy? Excited? It's fun?
I don't even know how to describe the feelings of being a TARcian and a senior now.
I just have to thank for the scholarship I merited.
It makes me study without paying huge fees and never burden my family.
All the money I earned from monthly part time jobs could be kept inside my pocket warmly.
ahaha...
The problem is no one would dislike more money to go inside our pocket, right?
That's why during this Sem-break, I'm desperately finding other jobs.
First reason is I think if there is a chance, I'd like to get higher pay lah...
Second reason is the boss seems like not that generous and I felt like I'm being restricted.
By the way, it's good to me also if I'd have chances.

About this coming Sem-4, I actually have a bit fear on it frankly.
There would be 6 subjects coming to "enrich" my Sem-4.
Oh my dear, it will be a stressful Semester I think.
No matter how, "Life still will go on."------amberlyn's words=)
Working still will continue, study still will keep on going as well.
My dear classmates, I admit I'd ignored you all during the Sem-3.
But this was not I wanted to do to you all.
Just because I have to handle my working and study.
I have no choice.
I'm extremely unwilling to waste my every single minute.
That's why I chose to use my every free time to do revision or preparation.
So sorry my dear friends.

Time seems like flying.
The doggie...nope!!..is my copy dog..haha...
We've been together for 63days until today.
We didn't argue but we just always prefer to have cold war between us.=)
He always like to silent when I'm trying to throw tantrums to him.
In other words, he's smart.
hahaha...

 hehe...

the silly guy did on his phone.

 This was just so coincident.

Not all the time the same.=P

My exclusive TOP DOG!!

<3

There are so many things we promised to do but some of them still in planning stage, still not realise yet.

Hehe...but we had successfully made our 100% healthy bread.

And it was so yummy!!

Photos will be uploaded soon.;)

Everything will have its own solution.

Thanks for your company always whenever I need You.

:*

My 1991 & His 1993

Still remember

Still remember I'd written a blog entitled "Am I Unique?"
Still remember that time a friend told me I definitely unique.
Thanks kaihui=)
All the negative thinking came to me yesterday.
Can I go to myfm there and shout "I beh tahan ah!!!!"? May I?
Still remember how a wonderful time I had passed through with doggie.
And now all are just like a mist. My rationality still have to be strengthened.
Don't simply make a silly decision that might make my tears worthless when the day comes.
Wake up!!!Amberlyn!!!

Gonna wake up to prepare for my sem-3 examination!!
Stop slacking around!!
and be rational!!
=)

Is you? yes, may be is You=)

My heart starts to go against my mind.
Because of illness came to me, I couldn't control myself and started to lose my temper.
I know sometimes I was too bad to throw temper at you.=(
Sorry....
Perhaps I'm too used to have your company.
All my uncontrollable temper ended when I received it.
Anyway, thanks for your coming.

Even though I creased the paper unintentionally, I really appreciate what you've done from my inner heart.

Thanks=)

Good bye CNY 2012

This year onwards will be a new year for our family.
We could totally free from any worries living in that tense environment.
And having our warm and harmony life together.=)

we had our sumptuous dinner with my maternal grandma and relatives.

Although my aging grandma looks frail, her memory still as strong as those young people.

I'll give her a "like"...haha...

I couldn't imagine this year we could have our very first CNY together and traveled to Malacca.
Even though this trip was rush and tedious, Malacca certainly a nice place I'll go again and again.

No matter how boring..how angry during that trip, I still remembered to take photos for remembrance.

the four crazy expressions I took at Malacca.=)

 Sometimes, we 3 might argue to each other and dislike each other behaviour.

The important thing is we should learn to tolerant.

(The essence of becoming siblings)

love is shown by inner heart.=)

Our new year was monotonous as last year.(but it was the happiest year for my 19years I think, I believed this is the real CNY we had started from this year...*happy*)

As usual, for our 4 ladies, we went to Genting again.=)

But this time we couldn't same like last year, went into Casino to try our luck.=(

I was blocked by the guard when I tried to step into the Casino.

huh~ So awkward situation I faced on that time.><

But, I never never forgot to have this.

 

And I want to thank my lovely sister, aileng.

She knew I very fond of being captured, so she took every angle of me with her half-heartedly willingness.

Anyway, thanks to aileng.

If not you, I think no one would willing to do this to me already.=(

Yesterday, 5/2/2012, I went to TheanHou Temple for praying and visiting the TangLung Event at night.

As usual, my mum and I would go to pray and donate to the temple.

And I would go to choose the sticks to seek solution in my future.

It told me I should grab the every chance and not to lose it.

What the chance you meant actually?

Chances on studies? on working? or on my relationship?

I hope it really works.

I hope it really could foresee my future and I could have my life without hitch, even a little bit luck in my life as well.=)

Doubtfully, it told me I'd have a good matrimony.

Oh my god, I'm single okay.

I really eager to know how's my next relationship.

Who is my mr.right?

I hope my mr.right is not far from me.

Sometimes, I 'll ask myself.

What I want?

Is he the one I'm finding?

Do I expect too high?

Or he is not the one I want to find?

Hesitating..considering and confusing of this guy.

Sometimes, I want the useful solutions. Not the few words of consolation.

I really hate it.

I really angry it.

Who am I actually?

Not a little girl anymore.

I was so expecting you'd come and find me when I need help.

But you made me disappointed.

I knew independence is a must for me.

Do not rely on others.

I knew it but my devil-minded always tends to destroy my independence.

In my innerrrrr heart, I always hope someone will come to me everytime I'm alone or I face difficulties.

Stop!!!Amberlyn!!

Don't go through the swamp already.

Independence prevails over dependence, okay??

Wake up wake up!!=)

I have started my engine.

Sem-3 go-go-go!!

Welcome my challenging Sem-3..

God always will prepare another window when the window right in front of me has closed.

* cheer up *