Good bye CNY 2012

This year onwards will be a new year for our family.
We could totally free from any worries living in that tense environment.
And having our warm and harmony life together.=)

we had our sumptuous dinner with my maternal grandma and relatives.

Although my aging grandma looks frail, her memory still as strong as those young people.

I'll give her a "like"...haha...

I couldn't imagine this year we could have our very first CNY together and traveled to Malacca.
Even though this trip was rush and tedious, Malacca certainly a nice place I'll go again and again.

No matter how boring..how angry during that trip, I still remembered to take photos for remembrance.

the four crazy expressions I took at Malacca.=)

 Sometimes, we 3 might argue to each other and dislike each other behaviour.

The important thing is we should learn to tolerant.

(The essence of becoming siblings)

love is shown by inner heart.=)

Our new year was monotonous as last year.(but it was the happiest year for my 19years I think, I believed this is the real CNY we had started from this year...*happy*)

As usual, for our 4 ladies, we went to Genting again.=)

But this time we couldn't same like last year, went into Casino to try our luck.=(

I was blocked by the guard when I tried to step into the Casino.

huh~ So awkward situation I faced on that time.><

But, I never never forgot to have this.

 

And I want to thank my lovely sister, aileng.

She knew I very fond of being captured, so she took every angle of me with her half-heartedly willingness.

Anyway, thanks to aileng.

If not you, I think no one would willing to do this to me already.=(

Yesterday, 5/2/2012, I went to TheanHou Temple for praying and visiting the TangLung Event at night.

As usual, my mum and I would go to pray and donate to the temple.

And I would go to choose the sticks to seek solution in my future.

It told me I should grab the every chance and not to lose it.

What the chance you meant actually?

Chances on studies? on working? or on my relationship?

I hope it really works.

I hope it really could foresee my future and I could have my life without hitch, even a little bit luck in my life as well.=)

Doubtfully, it told me I'd have a good matrimony.

Oh my god, I'm single okay.

I really eager to know how's my next relationship.

Who is my mr.right?

I hope my mr.right is not far from me.

Sometimes, I 'll ask myself.

What I want?

Is he the one I'm finding?

Do I expect too high?

Or he is not the one I want to find?

Hesitating..considering and confusing of this guy.

Sometimes, I want the useful solutions. Not the few words of consolation.

I really hate it.

I really angry it.

Who am I actually?

Not a little girl anymore.

I was so expecting you'd come and find me when I need help.

But you made me disappointed.

I knew independence is a must for me.

Do not rely on others.

I knew it but my devil-minded always tends to destroy my independence.

In my innerrrrr heart, I always hope someone will come to me everytime I'm alone or I face difficulties.

Stop!!!Amberlyn!!

Don't go through the swamp already.

Independence prevails over dependence, okay??

Wake up wake up!!=)

I have started my engine.

Sem-3 go-go-go!!

Welcome my challenging Sem-3..

God always will prepare another window when the window right in front of me has closed.

* cheer up *